Job Abandonment, the memo that I don’t want to receive, who like this anyway, no one right? For the past 2 years I tried to be the best employee as I can be. Following all the process, abiding the bylaws and respecting the heads trying to please everyone tried to be nice. There are just people that whatever you do they just don’t like you.
I really don’t understand what the main point of this blog is. I have mixed emotions. I just couldn’t concentrate in one topic. What I’m trying to analyze was why it’s not possible for me to go home. For sure they will just be offering voluntary go home for the people. For times like this I’m beginning to hate the company. But that’s the sad truth for industries like this. You have to be away from your family just to answer calls from people who actually doesn’t care about you. You try to act as if everything is ok, when its not. You try to smile and sound happy even if you’re just faking it. I envy those courageous people who walked out the door of this company and searched a greener or better Pasteur. They are so brave. And sad to say I’m not brave enough. I can’t just give that decision right away; I have to think of my debts, my siblings depending on me and most of all I have to think about myself here in Cebu . What would possibly happen to me if I loss a job. I keep on saying and I even keep on planning to resign but I just couldn’t do it. I just can’t. My friends might be sick of hearing those things from me. Its all just plans.
I wanted to storm the heavens with prayers to give me a miracle. Hoping that a miracle would happen starting December 29th at least until January 2.
I really don’t understand what the main point of this blog is. I have mixed emotions. I just couldn’t concentrate in one topic. What I’m trying to analyze was why it’s not possible for me to go home. For sure they will just be offering voluntary go home for the people. For times like this I’m beginning to hate the company. But that’s the sad truth for industries like this. You have to be away from your family just to answer calls from people who actually doesn’t care about you. You try to act as if everything is ok, when its not. You try to smile and sound happy even if you’re just faking it. I envy those courageous people who walked out the door of this company and searched a greener or better Pasteur. They are so brave. And sad to say I’m not brave enough. I can’t just give that decision right away; I have to think of my debts, my siblings depending on me and most of all I have to think about myself here in Cebu . What would possibly happen to me if I loss a job. I keep on saying and I even keep on planning to resign but I just couldn’t do it. I just can’t. My friends might be sick of hearing those things from me. Its all just plans.
I wanted to storm the heavens with prayers to give me a miracle. Hoping that a miracle would happen starting December 29th at least until January 2.
