Thursday, October 9, 2008

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. its my birthday!!!

WEeeee its my birthday!!! We gonna party like its my birthday!!!! we got to party like its my birthday!!! Can't you believe that its my birthday!!

Hehehehe...Thank you God I feel so good, every single cell in my body is well. Hehehe.. Love it!!! Enjoy!!!!!!

For One More Day

This will be the last day that I can shout to the world that I am 23. For One more day il turn a year older and im excited what's ahead.

I thank the Lord for giving me the strength to surpass all the trials that life brought. For giving courage to face everything. I thank You Lord for all the ups and downs for making me a better person inside and out.
Now I'm turning 24 i dont know what's in store. This new chapter, Chapter 24, will be full of love and happiness I know it will because I know God your here, in my heart. Chapter 23 was full of love, full of accomplishments. I have a lot of wishes and plans in mind but i know Your plans are better than mine. So i lay my life to you. I know you wont let me enter this chapter unequipt so i have my bible and my prayers as my kit. So let this Chapter start to run, I LOVE YOU Lord and Your will be done.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Birthday count down

4 more days to go and i'll turn a year older. As i sit here trying to convince myself to sleep, i'm trying to look back what I have done to my life. What accomplishments have i made? What events marked my year and changed my life?

Hmm.. there where too many of them that i cant even think of one.

1. We'll let's start with the fact that I missed my MS family. Until now I'm still trying to move on. Me not able to let go easily made me fall into a lot of frustrations and hinder possible level of success. But I've learned and starting to face the reality that i'm outta there and I'm here, in this growing family of TWC. Now i can finally say that im coping.

2. I ended a relationship. A relationship which i thought i can't live without. A relationship that was kept in secret until it was finally over. That was quiet tragic then but i was able to live with it. During this time i was able to determine who my true friends are. I might have few close friends but when your down u cant even see them at your side. Some might call themselves as your best friends but they weren't there when you need them the most.

3. I got promoted! Promoted as a team lead intern for TWC. Although struggling with our team stats, but i know we can do this.

4. I was able to treat my siblings to a vacation trip in Tagaytay. We attended the 15th International YFC Leaders conference in Tagaytay first week of April. I had a 3 week vacation back then. I never thought that it would be my last Month in MS.

5. I turned down a man whom i taught was God's Gift to me. I felt courageous then. Until i found out that he was fallen for a friend. I was hurt but it was so clear to me then that he is not really for me.

6. I met new people in my new account. New friends that i never thought would really mean to me. New environment, new superiors, new crowd. Since the time i started i never felt unwanted by them. The sense of belongings was there.

7. For the first time, i felt i am loved. Being treated like i am the most important person in there lives. That I'm special, I'm brave and that someone cares for me.

I seem can't think of other things right now. I might be so exhausted already. I might need to sleep now. Mind seemed not working anymore.