Birthday count down

4 more days to go and i'll turn a year older. As i sit here trying to convince myself to sleep, i'm trying to look back what I have done to my life. What accomplishments have i made? What events marked my year and changed my life?

Hmm.. there where too many of them that i cant even think of one.

1. We'll let's start with the fact that I missed my MS family. Until now I'm still trying to move on. Me not able to let go easily made me fall into a lot of frustrations and hinder possible level of success. But I've learned and starting to face the reality that i'm outta there and I'm here, in this growing family of TWC. Now i can finally say that im coping.

2. I ended a relationship. A relationship which i thought i can't live without. A relationship that was kept in secret until it was finally over. That was quiet tragic then but i was able to live with it. During this time i was able to determine who my true friends are. I might have few close friends but when your down u cant even see them at your side. Some might call themselves as your best friends but they weren't there when you need them the most.

3. I got promoted! Promoted as a team lead intern for TWC. Although struggling with our team stats, but i know we can do this.

4. I was able to treat my siblings to a vacation trip in Tagaytay. We attended the 15th International YFC Leaders conference in Tagaytay first week of April. I had a 3 week vacation back then. I never thought that it would be my last Month in MS.

5. I turned down a man whom i taught was God's Gift to me. I felt courageous then. Until i found out that he was fallen for a friend. I was hurt but it was so clear to me then that he is not really for me.

6. I met new people in my new account. New friends that i never thought would really mean to me. New environment, new superiors, new crowd. Since the time i started i never felt unwanted by them. The sense of belongings was there.

7. For the first time, i felt i am loved. Being treated like i am the most important person in there lives. That I'm special, I'm brave and that someone cares for me.

I seem can't think of other things right now. I might be so exhausted already. I might need to sleep now. Mind seemed not working anymore.